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¶1
I am Patrick, a sinner, most unlearned, the least
of all the faithful, and utterly despised by many. My father
was Calpornius, a deacon, son of Potitus,
a priest, of the village Bannavem Taburniæ; he had a country seat nearby, and there I was
taken captive.
¶2
I was then about sixteen years of age. I did not know the
true God. I was taken into captivity to Ireland with many thousands of people
and deservedly so, because we turned away from God, and did not
keep His commandments, and did not obey our priests, who used
to remind us of our salvation. And the Lord brought over
us the wrath of His anger and scattered us among many nations,
even unto the utmost part of the earth, where now my littleness
is placed among strangers.
¶3
And there the Lord opened the sense of my unbelief that I might
at last remember my sins and be converted with all my heart to
the Lord my God, who had regard for my abjection, and mercy on my youth and ignorance, and watched
over me before I knew Him, and before I was able to distinguish
between good and evil, and guarded me, and comforted me as would
a father his son.
¶4
Hence I cannot be silent nor, indeed, is it expedient
about the great benefits and the great grace which the lord has
deigned to bestow
upon me in the land of my captivity; for this we can give to God
in return after having been chastened
by Him, to exalt and praise His wonders before every nation that
is anywhere under the heaven.
¶5
Because there is no other God, nor ever was, nor will be, than
God the Father unbegotten, without beginning, from whom is all
beginning, the Lord of the universe, as we have been taught; and
His Son Jesus Christ, whom we declare to have always been with
the Father, spiritually and ineffably
begotten by the Father before the beginning of the world, before
all beginning; and by Him are made all things visible and invisible.
He was made man, and, having defeated death, was received into
heaven by the Father; and He hath given Him all power over all
names in heaven, on earth, and under the earth, and every tongue
shall confess to Him that Jesus Christ is Lord and God, in whom
we believe, and whose advent
we expect soon to be, judge of the living and of the dead, who
will render to every man according to his deeds; and He has poured
forth upon us abundantly the Holy Spirit, the gift and pledge
of immortality, who makes those who believe and obey
sons of God and joint heirs with Christ; and Him do we confess
and adore, one God in the Trinity
of the Holy Name.
¶6
For He Himself has said through the Prophet: Call upon Me
in the day of thy trouble, and I will deliver thee, and thou shalt
glorify Me. And again He says: It is honourable to
reveal and confess the works of God.
¶7
Although I am imperfect in many things, I nevertheless wish that
my brethren and kinsmen should know what sort of person I am,
so that they may understand my heart's desire.
¶8
I know well the testimony of my Lord, who in the Psalm declares:
Thou wilt destroy them that speak a lie. And again
He says: The mouth that belieth
killeth the soul. And the same Lord says in the Gospel:
Every idle word that men shall speak, they shall render
an account for it on the day of judgment.
¶9
And so I should dread exceedingly, with fear and trembling, this
sentence on that day when no one will be able to escape or hide,
but we all, without exception, shall have to give an account even
of our smallest sins before the judgment of the Lord Christ.
¶10
For this reason I had in mind to write, but hesitated until now;
I was afraid of exposing myself to the talk of men, because I
have not studied like the others, who thoroughly imbibed law and Sacred Scripture, and never
had to change from the language of their childhood days, but were
able to make it still more perfect. In our case, what I
had to say had to be translated into a tongue foreign to me, as
can be easily proved from the savour
of my writing, which betrays how little instruction and training
I have had in the art of words; for, so says Scripture, by the
tongue will be discovered the wise man, and understanding, and
knowledge, and the teaching of truth.
¶11
But of what help is an excuse, however true, especially if combined
with presumption, since now, in my old age, I strive
for something that I did not acquire in youth? It was my
sins that prevented me from fixing in my mind what before I had
barely read through. But who believes me, though I should
repeat what I started out with?
¶12
As a youth, nay, almost as a boy not able to speak, I was taken
captive, before I knew what to pursue and what to avoid. Hence
today I blush and fear exceedingly to reveal my lack of education;
for I am unable to tell my story to those versed in the art of
concise writing in such a way, I mean,
as my spirit and mind long to do, and so that the sense of my
words expresses what I feel.
¶13
But if indeed it had been given to me as it was given to others,
then I would not be silent because of my desire of thanksgiving;
and if perhaps some people think me arrogant for doing so in spite
of my lack of knowledge and my slow tongue, it is, after all,
written: The stammering tongues shall quickly learn to speak
peace.
¶14
How much more should we earnestly strive to do this, we, who are,
so Scripture says, a letter of Christ for salvation unto the utmost
part of the earth, and, though not an eloquent one, yet ... written
in your hearts, not with ink, but with the spirit of the living
God! And again the Spirit witnesses that even rusticity was created by the Highest.
¶15
Whence I, once rustic, exiled,
unlearned, who does not know how to provide for the future, this
at least I know most certainly that before I was humiliated I was like a stone lying in the deep
mire; and He that is mighty came and in
His mercy lifted me up, and raised me aloft, and placed me on
the top of the wall. And therefore I ought to cry out aloud
and so also render something to the Lord for His great benefits
here and in eternity benefits which the mind of men is
unable to appraise.
¶16
Wherefore, then, be astonished, ye great and little that fear
God, and you men of letters on your estates, listen and pour over
this. Who was it that roused up me, the fool that I am,
from the midst of those who in the eyes of men are wise, and expert
in law, and powerful in word and in everything? And He inspired
me me, the outcast of this world before others,
to be the man (if only I could!) who, with fear and reverence
and without blame, should faithfully serve the people to whom
the love of Christ conveyed and gave me for the duration of my
life, if I should be worthy; yes indeed, to serve them humbly
and sincerely.
¶17
In the light, therefore, of our faith in the Trinity I must make
this choice, regardless of danger I must make known the gift of
God and everlasting consolation,
without fear and frankly I must spread everywhere the name of
God so that after my decease
I may leave a bequest to my brethren and sons whom I have
baptized in the Lord so many thousands of people.
¶18
And I was not worthy, nor was I such that the Lord should grant
this to His servant; that after my misfortunes and so great difficulties,
after my captivity, after the lapse of so many years, He should
give me so great a grace in behalf of that nation a thing
which once, in my youth, I never expected nor thought of.
¶19
But after I came to Ireland every day I had to tend sheep,
and many times a day I prayed the love of God and His fear
came to me more and more, and my faith was strengthened. And my
spirit was moved so that in a single day I would say as many as
a hundred prayers, and almost as many in the night, and this even
when I was staying in the woods and on the mountains; and I used
to get up for prayer before daylight, through snow, through frost,
through rain, and I felt no harm, and there was no sloth in me as I now see, because
the spirit within me was then fervent.
¶20
And there one night I heard in my sleep a voice saying to me:
`It is well that you fast, soon you will go to your own
country.' And again, after a short while, I heard a voice
saying to me: `See, your ship is ready.' And it was
not near, but at a distance of perhaps two hundred miles, and
I had never been there, nor did I know a living soul there; and
then I took to flight, and I left the man with whom I had stayed
for six years. And I went in the strength of God who directed
my way to my good, and I feared nothing until I came to that ship.
¶21
And the day that I arrived the ship was set afloat, and I said
that I was able to pay for my passage with them. But the
captain was not pleased, and with indignation he answered harshly: `It is of no use for
you to ask us to go along with us.' And when I heard this,
I left them in order to return to the hut where I was staying.
And as I went, I began to pray; and before I had ended my
prayer, I heard one of them shouting behind me, `Come, hurry,
we shall take you on in good faith; make friends with us in whatever
way you like.' And so on that day I refused to suck their
breasts for fear of God, but rather hoped they would come to the
faith of Jesus Christ, because they were pagans. And thus
I had my way with them, and we set sail at once.
¶22
And after three days we reached land, and for twenty-eight days
we travelled through deserted country. And they lacked food,
and hunger overcame them; and the next day the captain said to
me: `Tell me, Christian: you say that your God is
great and all-powerful; why, then, do you not pray for us? As
you can see, we are suffering from hunger; it is unlikely indeed
that we shall ever see a human being again.'
¶23
I said to them full of confidence: `Be truly converted with
all your heart to the Lord my God, because nothing is impossible
for Him, that this day He may send you food on your way until
you be satisfied; for He has abundance everywhere.' And,
with the help of God, so it came to pass: suddenly a herd
of pigs appeared on the road before our eyes, and they killed
many of them; and there they stopped for two nights and fully
recovered their strength, and their hounds received their fill
for many of them had grown weak and were half-dead along the way.
And from that day they had plenty of food. They also found
wild honey, and offered some of it to me, and one of them said:
`This we offer in sacrifice.' Thanks be to God, I tasted
none of it.
¶24
That same night, when I was asleep, Satan assailed
me violently, a thing I shall remember as long as I shall be in
this body. And he fell upon me like a huge rock, and I could
not stir a limb. But whence came it into my mind, ignorant
as I am, to call upon Helias? And meanwhile I saw the sun
rise in the sky, and while I was shouting `Helias! Helias' with
all my might, suddenly the splendour of that sun fell on me and
immediately freed me of all misery. And I believe that I
was sustained by Christ my Lord, and that His Spirit
was even then crying out in my behalf, and I hope it will be so
on the day of my tribulation, as is written in the Gospel: On
that day, the Lord declares, it is not you that speak, but the
Spirit of your Father that speaketh in you.
¶25
And once again, after many years, I fell into captivity. On
that first night I stayed with them, I heard a divine message saying to me: `Two months
will you be with them.' And so it came to pass: on
the sixtieth night thereafter the Lord delivered me out of their
hands.
¶26
Also on our way God gave us food and fire and dry weather every
day, until, on the tenth day, we met people. As I said above,
we travelled twenty-eight days through deserted
country, and the night that we met people we had no food left.
¶27
And again after a few years I was in Britain
with my people. who received me as their son, and sincerely besought
me that now at last, having suffered so many hardships, I should
not leave them and go elsewhere.
¶28
And there I saw in the night the vision of a man, whose name was
Victoricus, coming as it were from Ireland, with
countless letters. And he gave me one of them, and I read
the opening words of the letter, which were, `The voice of the
Irish'; and as I read the beginning of the letter I thought that
at the same moment I heard their voice they were those
beside the Wood of Voclut, which is near the Western Sea and thus did they cry out as with one
mouth: `We ask thee, boy, come and walk among us once more.'
¶29
And I was quite broken in heart, and could read no further, and
so I woke up. Thanks be to God, after many years the Lord
gave to them according to their cry.
¶30
And another night whether within me, or beside me, I know
not, God knoweth they called me most unmistakably with
words which I heard but could not understand, except that at the
end of the prayer He spoke thus: `He that has laid down
His life for thee, it is He that speaketh in thee'; and so I awoke
full of joy.
¶31
And again I saw Him praying in me, and I was as it were within
my body, and I heard Him above me, that is, over the inward man,
and there He prayed mightily with groanings. And all the
time I was astonished, and wondered, and thought with myself who
it could be that prayed in me. But at the end of the prayer
He spoke, saying that He was the Spirit; and so I woke up, and
remembered the Apostle saying: The Spirit helpeth the
infirmities of our prayer. For we know not
what we should pray for as we ought; but the Spirit Himself asketh
for us with unspeakable groanings, which cannot be expressed in
words; and again: The Lord our advocate
asketh for us.
¶32
And when I was attacked by a number of my seniors who came forth
and brought up my sins against my laborious episcopate, on that day indeed was I struck so
that I might have fallen now and for eternity; but the Lord graciously
spared the stranger and sojourner
for His name and came mightily to my help in this affliction. Verily, not slight was the shame
and blame that fell upon me! I ask God that it may not be
reckoned to them as sin.
¶33
As cause for proceeding against me they found after thirty
years! a confession I had made before I was a deacon. In
the anxiety of my troubled mind I confided to my dearest friend
what I had done in my boyhood one day, nay, in one hour, because
I was not yet strong. I know not, God knoweth whether
I was then fifteen years old: and I did not believe in the
living God, nor did I so from my childhood, but lived in death
and unbelief until I was severely chastised and really humiliated,
by hunger and nakedness, and that daily.
¶34
On the other hand, I did not go to Ireland of my own accord. Not
until I had nearly perished; but this was rather for my good,
for thus was I purged by the Lord; and He made me fit so
that I might be now what was once far from me that I should care
and labour for the salvation of others, whereas then I did not
even care about myself.
¶35
On that day, then, when I was rejected by those referred to and
mentioned above, in that night I saw a vision of the night. There
was a writing without honour against my face, and at the same
time I heard God's voice saying to me: `We have seen with
displeasure the face of Deisignatus'
(thus revealing his name). He did not say, `Thou hast seen'
but `We have seen' as if He included Himself, as He sayeth:
He who toucheth you toucheth as it were the apple of my eye.
¶36
Therefore I give Him thanks who hath strengthened me in everything,
as He did not frustrate the journey upon which I had decided,
and the work which I had learned from Christ my Lord; but I rather
felt after this no little strength, and my trust was proved right
before God and men.
¶37
And so I say boldly, my conscience does not blame me now or in
the future: God is my witness that I have not lied in the
account which I have given you.
¶38
But the more am I sorry for my dearest friend that we had to hear
what he said. To him I had confided my very soul! And
I was told by some of the brethren before that defence
at which I was not present, nor was I in Britain, nor was it suggested
by me that he would stand up for me in my absence.
He had even said to me in person: `Look, you should be raised
to the rank of bishop!' of which I was not worthy.
But whence did it come to him afterwards that he let me down before
all, good and evil, and publicly, in a matter in which he had
favoured me before spontaneously and gladly and not he
alone, but the Lord, who is greater than all?
¶39
Enough of this. I must not, however, hide God's gift which
He bestowed upon me in the land of my captivity; because then
I earnestly sought Him, and there I found Him, and He saved me
from all evil because so I believe of His Spirit
that dwelleth in me. Again, boldly said. But God knows
it, had this been said to me by a man, I had perhaps remained
silent for the love of Christ.
¶40
Hence, then, I give unwearied thanks to God, who kept me faithful
in the day of my temptation, so that today I can confidently offer
Him my soul as a living sacrifice to Christ my Lord, who
saved me out of all my troubles. Thus I can say: `Who
am I, O Lord, and to what hast Thou called me, Thou who didst
assist me with such divine power that today I constantly exalt
and magnify Thy name among the heathens wherever
I may be, and not only in good days but also in tribulations?'
So indeed I must accept with equanimity whatever befalls me, be it good or evil, and
always give thanks to God, who taught me to trust in Him always
without hesitation, and who must have heard my prayer so that
I, however ignorant I was, in the last days dared to undertake
such a holy and wonderful work thus imitating somehow those
who, as the Lord once foretold, would preach His Gospel for a
testimony to all nations before the end of the world. So
we have seen it, and so it has been fulfilled: indeed, we
are witnesses that the Gospel has been preached unto those parts
beyond which there lives nobody.
¶41
Now, it would be tedious to give a detailed account of all my
labours or even a part of them. Let me tell you briefly
how the merciful God often freed me from slavery and from twelve
dangers in which my life was at stake not to mention numerous
plots, which I cannot express in words; for I do not want to bore
my readers. But God is my witness, who knows all things
even before they come to pass, as He used to forewarn even me,
poor wretch that I am, of many things by a divine message.
¶42
How came I by this wisdom, which was not in me, who neither knew
the number of my days nor knew what God was? Whence was
given to me afterwards the gift so great, so salutary to know God and to love Him, although at
the price of leaving my country and my parents?
¶43
And many gifts were offered to me in sorrow and tears, and I offended the donors,
much against the wishes of some of my seniors; but, guided by
God, in no way did I agree with them or acquiesce. It was not grace of my own, but God, who
is strong in me and resists them all as He had done when
I came to the people of Ireland to preach the Gospel, and to suffer
insult from the unbelievers, hearing the reproach
of my going abroad, and many persecutions even unto bonds, and
to give my free birth for the benefit of others; and, should I
be worthy, I am prepared to give even my life without hesitation
and most gladly for His name, and it is there that I wish to spend
it until I die, if the Lord would grant it to me.
¶44
For I am very much God's debtor, who gave me such grace that many
people were reborn in God through me and afterwards confirmed,
and that clerics were ordained for them everywhere, for a people
just coming to the faith, whom the Lord took from the utmost parts
of the earth, as He once had promised through His prophets: To
Thee the Gentiles shall come from the ends of the earth
and shall say: `How false are the idols that our fathers
got for themselves, and there is no profit in them'; and again:
`I have set Thee as a light among the Gentiles, that Thou
mayest be for salvation unto the utmost part of the earth.'
¶45
And there I wish to wait for His promise who surely never deceives,
as He promises in the Gospel: They shall come from the east
and the west, and shall sit down with Abraham
and Isaac and Jacob
as we believe the faithful will come from all the world.
¶46
For that reason, therefore, we ought to fish well and diligently, as the Lord exhorts
in advance and teaches, saying: Come ye after Me, and I
will make you to be fishers of men. And again He says through
the prophets: Behold, I send many fishers and hunters, saith
God, and so on. Hence it was most necessary to spread our
nets so that a great multitude and throng might be caught for
God, and that there be clerics everywhere to baptize and exhort
a people in need and want, as the Lord in the Gospel states, exhorts
and teaches, saying: Going therefore now, teach ye all nations,
baptizing them in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the
Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I
have commanded you: and behold I am with you all days even
to the consummation of the world. And again He says:
Go ye therefore into the whole world, and preach the Gospel
to every creature. He that believeth and is baptized shall be
saved; but he that believeth not shall be condemned. And
again: This Gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in the
whole world for a testimony to all nations, and then shall come
the end. And so too the Lord announces through the prophet,
and says: And it shall come to pass, in the last days, saith
the Lord, I will pour out of my Spirit upon all flesh; and your
sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall
see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams. And upon
my servants indeed, and upon my handmaids will I pour out in those
days of my Spirit, and they shall prophesy. And in Osee,
He saith: `I will call that which was not my people, my
people; ... and her that had not obtained mercy, one that hath
obtained mercy. And it shall be in the place where it was
said: `You are not my people,' there they shall be called
the sons of the living God.'
¶47
Hence, how did it come to pass in Ireland that those who never
had a knowledge of God, but until now always worshiped idols and
things impure, have now been made a people of the Lord, and are
called sons of God, that the sons and daughters of the kings of
the Irish are seen to be monks and virgins of Christ?
¶48
Among others, a blessed Irish woman of noble birth, beautiful,
full-grown, whom I had baptized, came to us after some days for
a particular reason: she told us that she had received a
message from a messenger of God, and he admonished her to be a virgin of Christ and draw near to
God. Thanks be to God, on the sixth day after this she most
laudably and eagerly chose what all virgins
of Christ do. Not that their fathers agree with them: no
they often ever suffer persecution and undeserved reproaches
from their parents; and yet their number is ever increasing. How
many have been reborn there so as to be of our kind, I do not
know not to mention widows and those who practice continence.
¶49
But greatest is the suffering of those women who live in slavery.
All the time they have to endure terror and threats. But
the Lord gave His grace to many of His maidens; for, though they
are forbidden to do so, they follow Him bravely.
¶50
Wherefore, then, even if I wished to leave them and go to Britain
and how I would have loved to go to my country and my parents,
and also to Gaul in order to visit the brethren and
to see the face of the saints of my Lord! God knows it!
that I much desired it; but I am bound by the Spirit, who gives
evidence against me if I do this, telling me that I shall be guilty;
and I am afraid of losing the labour which I have begun
nay, not I, but Christ the Lord who bade me come here and stay
with them for the rest of my life, if the Lord will, and will
guard me from every evil way that I may not sin before Him.
¶51
This, I presume, I ought to do, but I do not trust
myself as long as I am in this body of death, for strong is he
who daily strives to turn me away from the faith and the purity
of true religion to which I have devoted myself to the end of
my I life to Christ my Lord. But the hostile flesh is ever
dragging us unto death, that I is, towards the forbidden satisfaction
of one's desires; and I know that in part I did not lead a perfect
life as did the other faithful; but I acknowledge it to my Lord,
and do not blush before Him, because I lie not: from the
time I came to know Him in my youth, the love of God and the fear
of Him have grown in me, and up to now, thanks to the grace of
God, I have kept the faith.
¶52
And let those who will, laugh and scorn I shall not be
silent; nor shall I hide the signs and wonders which the Lord
has shown me many years before they came to pass, as He knows
everything even before the times of the world.
¶53
Hence I ought unceasingly to give thanks to God who often pardoned
my folly and my carelessness, and on more than
one occasion spared His great wrath on me, who was chosen to be
His helper and who was slow to do as was shown me and as the Spirit
suggested. And the Lord had mercy on me thousands and thousands
of times because He saw that I was ready, but that I did not know
what to do in the circumstances. For many tried to prevent
this my mission; they would even talk to each other behind my
back and say: `Why does this fellow throw himself into danger
among enemies who have no knowledge of God?' It was not
malice, but it did not appeal to them because
and to this I own myself of my rusticity. And
I did not realize at once the grace that was then in me; now I
understand that I should have done so before.
¶54
Now I have given a simple account to my brethren and fellow servants
who have believed me because of what I said and still say in order
to strengthen and confirm your faith. Would that you, too,
would strive for greater things and do better! This will
be my glory, for a wise son is the glory of his father.
¶55
You know, and so does God, how I have lived among you from my
youth in the true faith and in sincerity of heart. Likewise,
as regards the heathen among whom I live, I have been faithful
to them, and so I shall be. God knows it, I have overreached
none of them, nor would I think of doing so, for the sake of God
and His Church, for fear of raising persecution against them and
all of us, and for fear that through me the name of the Lord be
blasphemed; for it is written: Woe to the
man through whom the name of the Lord is blasphemed.
¶56
For although I be rude in all things, nevertheless I have tried
somehow to keep myself safe, and that, too, for my Christian brethren,
and the virgins of Christ, and the pious women who of their own
accord made me gifts and laid on the altar some of their ornaments
and I gave them back to them, and they were offended that I did
so. But I did it for the hope of lasting success
in order to preserve myself cautiously in everything so that they
might not seize upon me or the ministry of my service, under the
pretext of dishonesty, and that I would not
even in the smallest matter give the infidels
an opportunity to defame or defile.
¶57
When I baptized so many thousands of people, did I perhaps expect
from any of them as much as half a scruple?
Tell me, and I will restore it to you. Or when the
Lord ordained clerics everywhere through my unworthy person and
I conferred the ministry upon them free, if I asked
any of them as much as the price of my shoes, speak against me
and I will return it to you.
¶58
On the contrary, I spent money for you that they might receive
me; and I went to you and everywhere for your sake in many dangers,
even to the farthest districts, beyond which there lived nobody
and where nobody had ever come to baptize, or to ordain clergy,
or to confirm the people. With the grace of the Lord, I
did everything lovingly and gladly for your salvation.
¶59
All the while I used to give presents to the kings, besides the
fees I paid to their sons who travel with me. Even so they
laid hands on me and my companions, and on that day they eagerly
wished to kill me; but my time had not yet come. And everything
they found with us they took away, and me they put in irons; and
on the fourteenth day the Lord delivered me from their power,
and our belongings were returned to us because of God and our
dear friends whom we had seen before.
¶60
You know how much I paid to those who administered justice in
all those districts to which I came frequently. I think
I distributed among them not less than the price of fifteen men,
so that you might enjoy me, and I might always enjoy you in God.
I am not sorry for it indeed it is not enough for me; I
still spend and shall spend more. God has power to grant
me afterwards that I myself may be spent for your souls.
¶61
Indeed, I call God to witness upon my soul that I lie not; neither,
I hope, am I writing to you in order to make this an occasion
of flattery or covetousness, nor because I look for honour from
any of you. Sufficient is the honour that is not yet seen
but is anticipated in the heart. Faithful is He that promised;
He never lieth.
¶62
But I see myself exalted even in the present world beyond measure
by the Lord, and I was not worthy nor such that He should grant
me this. I know perfectly well, though not by my own judgment,
that poverty and misfortune becomes me better than riches and
pleasures. For Christ the Lord, too, was poor for our sakes;
and I, unhappy wretch that I am, have no wealth even if I wished
for it. Daily I expect murder, fraud, or captivity, or whatever
it may be; but I fear none of these things because of the promises
of heaven. I have cast myself into the hands of God Almighty,
who rules everywhere, as the prophet says: Cast thy thought
upon God, and He shall sustain
thee.
¶63
So, now I commend my soul to my faithful God, for whom
I am an ambassador in all my wretchedness; but God accepteth
no person, and chose me for this office to be, although
among His least, one of His ministers.
¶64
Hence let me render unto Him for all He has done to me. But
what can I say or what can I promise to my Lord, as I can do nothing
that He has not given me? May He search the hearts and deepest
feelings; for greatly and exceedingly do I wish, and ready I was,
that He should give me His chalice
to drink, as He gave it also to the others who loved Him.
¶65
Wherefore may God never permit it to happen to me that I should
lose His people which He purchased in the utmost parts of the
world. I pray to God to give me perseverance and to deign
that I be a faithful witness to Him to the end of my life for
my God.
¶66
And if ever I have done any good for my God whom I love, I beg
Him to grant me that I may shed my blood with those exiles and
captives for His name, even though I should be denied a grave,
or my body be woefully torn to pieces limb by limb by hounds or
wild beasts, or the fowls of the air devour it. I am firmly
convinced that if this should happen to me, I would have gained
my soul together with my body, because on that day without doubt
we shall rise in the brightness of the sun, that is, in the glory
of Christ
Jesus our Redeemer,
as sons of the living God and joint heirs with Christ, to be made
conformable to His image; for of Him, and by Him,
and in Him we shall reign.
¶67
For this sun which we see rises daily for us because He commands
so, but it will never reign, nor will its splendour last; what
is more, those wretches who adore it will be miserably punished.
Not so we, who believe in, and worship, the true sun
Christ who will never perish, nor will he who doeth His
will; but he will abide for ever as Christ abideth for ever, who
reigns with God the Father Almighty and the Holy Spirit before
time, and now, and in all eternity. Amen.
¶68
Behold, again and again would I set forth the words of my confession.
I testify in truth and in joy of heart before God and His
holy angels that I never had any reason except the Gospel and
its promises why I should ever return to the people from whom
once before I barely escaped.
¶69
I pray those who believe and fear God, whosoever deigns to look
at or receive this writing which Patrick,
a sinner, unlearned, has composed in Ireland, that no one should
ever say that it was my ignorance if I did or showed forth anything
however small according to God's good pleasure; but let this be
your conclusion and let it so be thought, that as is the
perfect truth it was the gift of God. This is my
confession before I die.
Vocabulary
Verbally, define the following terms in 1-2 words. Try to comprehend the vocabulary term by seeing how Patrick used it in a sentence.
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| utmost | abjection | expedient | deigned |
| bestow | chastened | ineffably | advent |
| immortality | Trinity | testimony | belieth |
| imbibed | savour | presumption | concise |
| rusticity | exiled | humiliated | mire |
| appraise | conveyed | consolation | decease |
| bequest | sloth | fervent | indignation |
| assailed | sustained | tribulation | divine |
| deserted | Apostle | infirmities | advocate |
| laborious | episcopate | affliction | sojourner |
| purged | magnify | equanimity | tedious |
| salutary | offended | donors | acquiesce |
| reproach | Gentiles | diligently | exhorts |
| consummation | admonished | laudably | continence |
| presume | folly | malice | blasphemed |
| pretext | infidels | defame | defile |
| scruple | conferred | covetousness | exalted |
| commend | sustain | ambassador | chalice |
| perseverance | deign | conformable | Amen |
Geography
1) Locate the following
places on a map, in an atlas, and on a globe.
2) Compare and contrast the weather from these areas with
your own weather for one week.
| Bannavem Taburniæ | Ireland |
| Britain | Western Sea |
| Gaul |
Personages
Quickly tell who each of the following individuals are some you may never have heard of before reading St. Patrick's Confessions. Tell what you have gleaned from Patrick's writings.
| Calpornius | Potitus | Victoricus | Deisignatus |
| Abraham | Isaac | Jacob | Patrick |
| Christ Jesus our Redeemer |
Comprehension Questions
Verbally discuss the
following questions.
1) Questions for ¶1-¶5
How does Patrick identify himself in the opening paragraph?
Who was Patrick's father and grandfather? Were they believers?
How old was Patrick when he was kidnapped?
How did Patrick describe his relationship with God at this time?
How does Patrick view his kidnapping?
What is Patrick's reaction to his salvation (¶4)?
How does Patrick describe God?
2) Questions for ¶6-¶10
What does Patrick remind the reader about the Prophet (¶6)?
What does Patrick want the brethren to know about him?
What does Patrick have to say about the testimony of the Lord?
What does Patrick dread (¶9)?
Of what was Patrick afraid? Why?
What does Patrick thinks he lacks?
3) Questions for ¶11-¶15
How does Patrick respond to his "excuse" combined with
"presumption"?
What does Patrick blush at?
What do "stammering tongues shall quickly learn"? Is
this important? Why?
How does Patrick describe his intellectual and physical state
in his captivity (¶15)?
What does Patrick credit God?
What does Patrick think he owes to God? Do you agree? Why?
4) Questions for ¶16-¶20
What does Patrick encourage the great and little, educated and
uneducated do (¶16)?
What does Patrick hold his duty to be (¶16)? Why?
For what reason does Patrick make his choice?
Is Patrick fearful of his choice?
Why is Patrick grateful (¶18)?
What was Patrick's responsibility in Ireland?
What did Patrick do during his assigned work?
What was the result?
What did Patrick hear in the night (¶20)?
5) Questions for ¶21-¶25
When did the ship leave?
How did the captain respond to Patrick initially?
How did the captain respond to Patrick when they lacked food?
How did Patrick respond to this need?
How did God provide what was lacking?
When did Satan assault Patrick?
How does Patrick describe Satan's assault on him?
How was Patrick sustained?
How long was Patrick kept captive the second time he was kidnapped?
6) Questions for ¶26-¶30
How was Patrick received back home in Britain?
Who was Victorious?
How did Patrick respond to Victorious' letter?
How was Patrick called (¶30)?
7) Questions for ¶31-¶35
What did Patrick witness (¶31)?
What did this experience remind Patrick of in Holy Writ?
Why do you think Patrick's elders attempted to discourage him
from returning to Ireland?
What cause was found "against" Patrick (¶33)?
When did this "cause" occur?
How does Patrick view his first captivity in Ireland (¶34)?
Who was Deisignatus?
How did God reassure Patrick?
8) Questions for ¶36-¶40
How did Patrick respond to testing (¶36)?
According to Patrick, was his trust in God proved before God and
men?
What does Patrick say about his conscience? Why do you think
this is so?
How does Patrick respond to a dear friend that betrayed him?
Does this remind you of anyone else that was betrayed?
Have you ever been betrayed? Could you respond the same
way Patrick did?
Where did Patrick earnestly seek God and find Him?
What does Patrick give to God? Why?
9) Questions for ¶41-¶45
What would be tedious?
True/False: Patrick holds God forewarned him of impending
danger.
Why did Patrick decline gifts?
What is Patrick prepared to give?
Why do you think Patrick holds himself to be in debt to God?
To what does Patrick compare the Irish converts (¶44)?
Who shall come from the east and west and sit down with Abraham,
Isaac and Jacob?
10) Questions for ¶46-¶50
Why does Patrick say we ought to fish? What does that mean?
What did the people in Ireland do before they had knowledge of
God?
Tell about the blessed Irish woman (¶48)?
Tell about those who experience the greatest suffering (¶49)?
Who would Patrick like to see in Britain?
What country would Patrick like to visit? Why?
Why does Patrick say he would be guilty if he were to sojourn
to Britain or Gaul?
11) Questions for ¶51-¶55
What does Patrick presume?
What does Patrick say drags humans?
How does Patrick respond to ideas of "forbidden desires"?
Why do you think Patrick does not care if people laugh or scorn
him?
Why does Patrick hold he should give thanks unceasingly to God?
For what reason does Patrick give his "simple account"
(¶54)?
Why did Patrick give gifts left at the altar back to the donors?
12) Questions for ¶56-¶60
What will Patrick not give infidels (¶56)?
What did Patrick do for free (¶57)?
Why do you think Patrick spent money (¶58 and ¶60)?
What did Patrick give to kings?
What did the kings' son do to Patrick (¶59)?
13) Questions for ¶61-¶65
What does Patrick call the reader to witness (¶61)?
Why do you think Patrick states that he looks not for honor?
What does Patrick think about being exalted in his day (¶62)?
What becomes Patrick?
What does Patrick expect daily?
To whom does Patrick look as an example while experiencing testing?
Who does Patrick hold chose him for his office?
What does Patrick want God to search? Why?
What does Patrick not want to lose?
What does Patrick pray for?
14) Questions for ¶66-¶69
Do you think Patrick is afraid of having his blood shed(¶66)?
Why?
What does God command daily (¶67)? Why?
What will happen to those that worship or "adore" this
thing?
What does Patrick believe in?
To what does Patrick testify?
What does Patrick want the reader's conclusion to his Confession
to be?
15) General Questions
What character traits do you think Patrick had?
What do you think Saint Patrick
would say about ...
Judge Roy
Moore's Ten Commandment monument?
Christian
children/youth attending government schools?
the duties
of Christian participation in citizenship?
the "Christian"
retreat mentality today?
How do you think Saint Patrick would respond to sodomite/lesbian marriages?
What do you think Saint Patrick would say to the Christian community about duty and responsibility?
How do you think Saint Patrick
would strengthen weak believers? families? Christian education?
Note:
Many Christians today are understandably upset that honorable
Christian heroes like George Washington, Patrick Henry, George
Mason, Robert E. Lee, Stonewall Jackson and others are being ignored
by government school "educators". Yet, they remain
strangely silent about the Christian hero Saint Patrick
that found a society in Ireland more humanistic than the
society we live in today and did not retreat. Saint Patrick
made a difference. Patrick is credited with the expulsion
of all venomous creatures from Ireland a metaphor for working
to rid Ireland of humanism. Can we say as much?

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